when i look in the mirror,i see a girl that doesnt know where she belongs
someone thats lost herself threw all the crazyness that goes on around her.
she has lost her self and is trying to find the person she used to call "me"
she hides behind the thing she knows best music
shes always scared of leting everyone down
always doing what others want and not what she wants herself,
she doesnt know where to turn because
she scared that she well turn the wrong way.
as she walks down the halls to go to classes she holds her books
close to her chest trying to become invisible
shes had her heart broken more than enough times but not by boys but
by the people she wonce loved
her family and friends
(NO NO NO
she wont let you win)
she no longer can trust people fully
even though she knows they are trust worthy
scared one day they might turn their back and share all her thoughts
she pours her heart out to the only thing she knows the pen and the paper
people always ask her 'what are you writing'but she cant let you read it
because then you'll know all her thoughts and feelings that are rushing around in her head.
NO NO NO
SHE WONT LET YOU WIN.
YOU ACT LIKE YOU CARE BUT
IN YOUR HEAD YOUR WONDERING WHEN SHE'LL STOP TALKING.
she wonders herself about is there every going to be one person
that well understand her with out her having to say a word.
maybe that someone is already here but she just cant simply open her heart up.
can she?
this girl is not broken
she is just simply confused about everything
this is not something you can fix
by sitting their and trying to get her to open up to you when she just met you
NO NO NO
she wont let you win.
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